~ [Wednesday July 8th, 2009 at 4:01am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Hurt - Thank You For Listening | Powered by Last.fm ] So, that was therapeutic. ♥ Now if I could stop feeling like I kinda need to vomit, we'd be allllll good on that front. I think it's funny how no one uses LJ anymore. I just checked my missed messages and basically all of them are friend adds from suspended Russian users. Like 90 of them. Wow. Almost makes me feel popular there for a second, haha. But no one updates anymore! Come on guys. I know I've been slacking too, but we should get our shit together. So, how have you been, LiveJournal? I've all but abandoned you for my Twitter, butttt I think I may make a comeback. I seem to have forgotten how therapeutic journaling is. 0 >> reply >> mem >> edit

Hee. [Saturday June 27th, 2009 at 6:14am] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | VAST - Touched | Powered by Last.fm ] I am currently sitting in a gaming chair, legs propped up on my bed, listening to VAST....and writing porn. I forgot how totally amazing VAST is for writing some pr0nz. Happy birthday, destynd! <3 You better enjoy your porn. Eet iz alllllll for j00. Edit: sorry Mr. Fishbot. Not in a salmoning mood, writing smut. 0 >> reply >> mem >> edit

Dear you; [Wednesday March 11th, 2009 at 6:23am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | The Cure - "Boys Don't Cry" ] I just wanted you to know that you crack my face up. Cheers, no love, whatever, ~me~ 3 >> reply >> mem >> edit

\o/ !!!!!! [Thursday January 8th, 2009 at 7:12am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Incubus - "Anna Molly" ] <3 So we hit our goal of "page 50" in the RP before school started up again. About 20 minutes ago. Fucking amazing, since we'd been RPing for like a month and hit 25 at Christmas. -does a dance- I should collapse nao though. 0 >> reply >> mem >> edit

[Saturday December 27th, 2008 at 1:05am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Breathe Carolina - "With Or Without You" ] Woo. Christmas was pretty good. -vibrator (lol thanks, rach) -year devart subscription (which i was just talking about, thank you, kristiii) -pajama pants (grams) -blanket (flea made it. <3) -$655 (various people) And a stocking filled with movie passes, makeup and shit from my dad, maddie and the kids So imma buy a new sony viao tomorrow when i go get a new phone (it took a swim in some pop at the movies, lol.) And yessss imma have my new laptop just in time for mine and kristi's new years rpfest. 4 >> reply >> mem >> edit

more babble because I need to update this more. [Friday November 21st, 2008 at 3:57am] [ music | KH music. From the credits on my TV. ] Jesus Christ, Xemnas takes a long time to beat. Seriously, a half an hour without stopping. And this is me at level 77, since I levelled up somewhere during the fight. Ugh. I do not wanna go fight Sephiroth to get the Fenrir. Seriously? I wanted a stronger keyblade....to FIGHT HIM. But the Ultima Weapon is dumb and is no stronger than the freaking Decisive Pumpkin. Alll that work to get that last Orichalcum+ and I haven't even used the damn thing. I will never have this game at a 100% completion. ...I ACTUALLY HAVE 93% COMPLETION? THAT'S PRETTY EFFING GOOD, THANK YOU FOR VALIDATING ME, BATTLE REPORT. I used Valor 55 times? Really? And got AntiSora 13...? not surprising. And yaaay saved by Mickey 0 times. ......healed 233 times.....lololol not surprising. Actually, I'm surprised it isn't more. And I don't even really care about unlocking the secret ending, as it's purely conceptual. If this were Final Mix+...then yes. I'd like that one. P.S. whats up with Riku looking super retarded except in the super gorgeous cutscenes at the end? He looks crosseyed in every shot until it goes to those very last scenes. In other news, I am extremely excited for RE: Chain of Memories to come out in a couple of weeks. and I'm excited for 358/2 Days, because I'm greedy and want more Roxas/Organization XIII. Annnnd now I'm going to start playing Devil May Cry. Tomorrow sometime. I need to go to bed now so Kristi and I can go out to lunch. :> 0 >> reply >> mem >> edit

I thought it was amusing. [Monday November 17th, 2008 at 5:13am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | None. ] So lately, I've been doing nothing in my spare time at home besides replaying Kingdom Hearts II. As one might figure, it has been cutting into things such as...sleep. Which is to be expected when someone is obsessively playing a game, they forget things and time fucking flies by. Yesterday I finally decide to go to bed at, uh, seven in the morning, when I do something I have honestly never done before. I'm laying in bed and lean over, because I want to grab my blanket, which I think is right there, but it IS NOT. I kind of lurch forward involuntarily and quite frankly, fell right off my bed. Yes, that's right. My bed is pretty high off the ground, too. And down I went. I have never laughed so hard at myself. ( And some KHII babble ) 1 >> reply >> mem >> edit

asdfasdfasdf [Friday October 17th, 2008 at 12:18am] [ mood | exanimate ] [ music | 3OH!3- "I Cant Do It Alone" ] fuck my life, just fuck it. i think i need to be on medication, seriously. depression doesn't suit me. :\ 0 >> reply >> mem >> edit

Oh my god. [Saturday September 6th, 2008 at 6:18pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | 3OH!3 - "I Cant Do It Alone" ] I keep getting salmoned. It's happened like twice when I haven't even updated this. o_o I'm just glad I know what the hell is going on. Or else I'd be really fucking paranoid. I'm still confused as to why I'm getting so -many- though. 0 >> reply >> mem >> edit

[Saturday September 6th, 2008 at 12:44am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Hit The Lights - "The Call Out (You Are The Dishes)" ] It wasn't that you started dating him even though we didn't like him. But I've said that before. I'll admit I was more than pissed off after the trip to Ann Arbor because I hadn't been expecting him to be there at all. If I'd have known in advance, I would have just politely bailed, but I wasn't given that option, since I knew about five minutes before we left to go. Being in a car with someone I openly dislike and spending time with them, and never has been my idea of a good time. But I'm still way more bitter about the suddenly hanging out with everyone now. It's not that it's Clayton, it's just that every time I would try to hang out with you for over a year, you pretty much ditched me. We hang out together alone? Once. A whole whopping one trip to the mall. Otherwise all you ever did was hang out with Kristi. Even when I asked you to do things. Instead of saying you already had plans or actually saying "I'd rather not," it was always "hokay yeah, maybe we can do that." and then the day would come and I'd hear nothing until you'd IM me from Kristi's house, and it just fucking amazes me how long I kept trying to hang out with you when you seemed to want nothing to do with me, and would just ignore me. So for me? "Washing my hands of it" finally means trying to get over it. I don't want to keep mulling over it again and again and crying over it and being bitter. If anything, I'll still probably keep crying about it, because I'm a big fucking cry baby and am crying right now as I type. How dare me for wanting to hang out more than a couple times a year, how dare me. I just never wanted to lose one of the few friends I have that actually mean something to me. I still don't, honestly. 0 >> reply >> mem >> edit

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